Your watching me aren't I know it. O so close I get to a  complete and utter  disater. U wait til I'm almost at the bottom the one as of life to pull back up. At times you and I grow very distant didn't we. It was neither your fault or mines just something that happen. When my mindset on certain things that held you in the high regards such as religion shifted I sort of though I relationship would never be the same. I remember when I use to pray to you very day, good tines.  Hope you know I will keep those promises I made to you so long ago whether or not u hold true to your part. I am after all a man of my word. Well my friend God bless I know I'm stupid.