Time

I have this anxiety about time, I really don't know what it is it seems I always know how much time I have left on certain task. What is this time limit really, a limitation I put in my head.It was preset, a work schedule or a time they said I have to do something else. What is time really if there wasn't a clock on the wall or watch on my wrist how would actually act I guess we'll never know

Like the old man

Younger I always see my grandfather sit at a table playing cards I always thought was funny that he would sit drinking his hand and then he will always play out cards for people that work there and speak to himself but now as I grow older I realized ballenatos cards he was remembering his friends that long ago past now now hit with a drink in my hand with my legs crossed and I speak to myself remembering the man that gave birth to my mom